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    Friday, November 14th, 2008
    7:07 pm
    different ways to get colour
    So results on this parallel branch of research,
    i.e. inkjet-printed colours with white backlight,
    have been good: at least for certain kinds of
    art, this will be cool. I still see a need for
    blended-LED lighting or other techniques, to
    get the super-saturated colours that so many
    of my ideas need (if they are going to have colour
    at all -- always going to the extremes, that's me).
    But this being able to design colour schemes
    on the screen, and then see (sort of) the same
    thing in foil-dots, this is very satisfying.

    The colours don't look even vaguely like they
    do on the screen, so obviously one initial need
    will be to print out a "swatch sheet" with examples
    of what certain significant colour mixes will look
    like. So it's not very "WYSIWYG", really; though
    with some effort I suppose I could make the colour
    that appears on the screen be numerically different
    from what will be printed, adjusted to look the same
    visually; i.e., I could calibrate the colour space.

    Oh, so but anyway: of course a big part of adjusting
    the colour space is knowing what the backlight will
    be. And I wasn't joking, I did buy my very first
    compact fluorescent bulb: see, I'll even risk mercury
    poisoning for my art! Heh heh. My real risk is lead from
    all that solder over the years, actually...
    OK, so I tried it, but the quality of light was even worse than
    I was expecting -- and I'm sure you know I bitch about
    fluorescent lights and their poor spectral quality,
    pretty much nonstop. When you actually try to use
    one of these C.F. bulbs to illuminate specific colours,
    wow. There just ain't much colour there, everything
    looks greyish and awful. Well, maybe it's the washed-out
    colours of the inkjet printer, can't do much about that...
    But no: when I tried backlighting with a good old
    incandescent filament, ahh! Colours! What a treat for
    the eyes! Yes, it made a big difference. Hmmmm.
    All the issues of reliability, heat, etc.... But can't deny,
    the colours look a lot better with a nice 25W black-body
    filament behind them. So that's an interesting result,
    albeit not exactly welcome. I imagine white LEDs will
    be a lot closer to the C.F. bulb, than to the incandescent.
    That's another of my "holy grails", the black-body LED.
    Friday, October 31st, 2008
    12:43 pm
    talked myself back into it again...
    More about light and colour.
    Houston, we have R3.

    OK, so each of the three cone types in the retina, L, M, and S,
    have something along the lines of a bell-curve shaped response.
    L and M overlap heavily, S is pretty far out there by itself.
    (564 nm, 534 nm, and 420 nm.)
    The whole visual range is about 700 nm .. 400 nm.
    L and M each have some degree of response across almost
    the full width; S is narrower, covering only about the top half.

    So here's why it is *not* necessary to have a variable-frequency
    narrowband source or sources, to hit every R3 colour. Or why I
    am currently leaning towards being self-convinced (in direct
    opposition to what I've read from the Experts) that it's not
    necessary.

    For each of the three cone types, there is some wavelength,
    which is hard to notate here but I've been calling Lambda-ms
    for max-separation; this wavelength maximizes the ratio of
    the response of the cone in question, over the *sum* of the
    responses of its two neighbors. Sum, because of linearity
    and superposition, ya see. Correct me if I'm way off track
    here, someone!

    E.g., Lambda-ms-L maximizes L / (M + S).

    These Lambda-ms wavelengths are *not* necessarily the same
    as the peak wavelengths of the three cones. But they must
    exist. Or else I'm uck-fayed in the head. (Or both, I suppose...)

    Can you see where I'm going with this?
    Any given single-frequency stimulus (sorry I keep mixing freq
    and wavelength, I'm an engineer, not a Scientist!) will in
    general excite all three cones; but it *cannot* excite any
    particular cone more "asymmetrically" than the Lambda-ms
    signal would. It can be *equal* to the separation of the
    Lambda-ms (if and only if it *is* Lambda-ms), or it can have
    *less* separation, but it can't have more, by definition.

    So if you have three narrowband, fixed-frequency sources,
    tuned to Lambda-ms-L, -M, and -S, then you can brew up
    any possible combination that a single narrowband stimulus
    at any other frequency would produce.

    Treating that single stimulus as a "Dirac Delta" and applying
    linearity/superposition again (along with a liberal dose of
    hand-waving, if you hadn't noticed), we thus hit all of R3
    (any R3 signal can be decomposed into a sum of single-frequency,
    i.e., spectral, signals).

    Unless I'm missing something.
    Because it can't be that simple, can it???
    Sunday, October 26th, 2008
    9:04 pm
    more about colour
    The plot thickens.

    So I think my "theorem" last time is *not* true.
    It is *not* possible to create any R3 colour using
    (any) set of three fixed wavelengths.
    Or so I am reading. I just don't know what's
    true or false anymore!

    *If* what I read is correct, then the "boundary"
    colours, i.e., the fully-saturated or monochromatic
    colours, can only be produced by themselves.
    An infinite continuum of wavelengths is necessary,
    to truly reproduce what the eye can see.

    I'm still writing code to test this out for myself
    (taking as given what I also read, that the eye response
    is linear and thus I can apply superposition).

    But if it's true, then at least I can be smug and
    "I told you so" about it: pseudocolour displays really
    do suck, they really can't do the full job that they should.
    But this is less satisfying than actually having a plan for
    how to improve the situation!

    Cause here's the thing, just because triplets based
    on fixed wavelengths and just varying the coefficients
    can't do it (I'm still not convinced, but what if), still I
    believe that three degrees of freedom are all that is necessary,
    almost has to be, and of course they are called H, S, and V.
    We already have this measurement system, it's just that no
    physical device properly implements the variable "H", so
    instead we map this space into something with fixed wavelengths,
    where -- it seems, I continue to protest -- there is a necessary
    loss of "gamut", places you can't get to in the original colour space.

    But a device that really implements variable frequency and
    bandwidth, should be able to produce every R3 colour.
    For example, picture a prism, with two independently-movable
    shutters that can chop down the spectrum from either end,
    leaving a variable-width band in the middle. That, with a
    dimmable source bright enough to punch through the full
    defined brightness, through the narrowest slit we choose to attempt,
    and you have it: *one* ideal pixel.
    Then just Moore's Law it a little bit...

    But if three degrees of freedom are all that is needed, how come
    there's not a lossless transformation into a space with fixed frequencies?
    Isn't there a theorem in there somewhere?
    I don't know enough math, to realize how futile it probably is to
    hope for this, so what the hell, I'll go ahead and hope. And tinker.
    8:08 pm
    colour and human vision
    OK, here's what I have so far.

    Perception is determined entirely by the linear
    combination of responses of the three types of
    cones (except for those special girls with four).
    This space is called R3colour (picture the 3
    being superscript).

    As much as it bothers me to think of faking out
    the eye with doctored wavelengths, as a practical
    matter it should be possible to
    reproduce any R3 combination, using the right
    combination of three narrow-band sources at
    any of a broad range of chosen frequencies.
    I think this is a theorem.

    But in practice, colour reproduction systems are
    unable to hit a large outer band of the R3 colours --
    and some of the most important ones if you ask me.

    Is it because their sources are not narrow-band enough?
    Is it because they have chosen a poor triplet of
    frequencies?
    Both of these factors are nowadays easy to overcome,
    if they were ever a problem.
    Therefore, my theorem above "must" be wrong.

    Or else, there is a (big, IMO) improvement to be
    had in display technology, and we are all looking
    at the world through washed-out, colourless goggles,
    a good percentage of the time.

    Darn, I spend all my time figuring out how to
    improve the realism of electronic sounds, then
    I wander over to the light department, where I
    figured they had this all in the bag long ago,
    and you turn over a rock, and wow, what a mess.

    What have you rocket scientists been doing with your time?
    Sunday, October 12th, 2008
    8:10 pm
    my foil punch
    I updated this google site I made before,

    http://sites.google.com/site/cncfoilpunch/
    .
    It now has an attached jpeg image, showing some
    "finished work". Actually, it's still not the "real deal",
    because it's lit by plain white light, not by the red/blue
    LED mix. But white light is better for "proofing" the
    foils -- and I might like it for some images, as the
    final thing, too. But this one in particular, I think,
    will be getting the red/blue. Anyway.

    Don't worry, I am working on other images, I know
    I seem to be (and am) obsessed with this one.

    It's really a multi-day (but pipelineable) process
    to move an image through this technique, from
    line drawing to foil behind glass.
    Wednesday, September 3rd, 2008
    7:15 pm
    still not dead
    (But good things come to those who wait!)

    Hello again, oh LJ-Abyss, I gaze into thee again.

    In the interim, one big project has been -- did I
    tell you about it? -- this foil punch thing.
    I've built the machine itself, now; further work is
    centered in the software arena.
    I also just got an old document scanner working,
    for the same project.

    The overall plan is to punch tiny holes in aluminum
    foil (optionally painted black), and shine light
    through: result is a little reminiscent of the Lite
    Brite [tm], if you remember those.

    Well anyway, it'll be a while yet before I have
    actual artistic results to show, but I made a google
    web site with some pics: so far, just pics of the
    machine.

    https://sites.google.com/site/cncfoilpunch/

    OK, see ya in another two years! Or sooner,
    who knows.
    Saturday, January 26th, 2008
    9:34 pm
    anyone know about FIR filters?
    I drew some pictures to show what I don't understand.

    fir_confusion.gif
    Friday, January 25th, 2008
    10:59 pm
    Tux Paint
    Ah yes, some great open source software, for kids.
    I almost had to write something like this myself, but
    here it is and it has (roughly) all the right features.
    Nice work, whoever!

    www.tuxpaint.org

    Unfortunately, it has a limit on image size, 400x300
    or something, otherwise I'm going hmmm, does
    everything "xpaint" does and more (not hard), saves into
    a good format to not lose information (PNG), nice
    small cross-platform program (unlike "The Gimp",
    Photoshop, etc.): could be my new "vi for images"
    (with the goofy sound effects turned off, of course;
    actually, come to think of it, "vi" has some annoying
    sound effects too). Oh, well.

    This is me, not Kayleigh, in case it's not obvious:
    20080125215709.png
    20080125215709.jpeg
    (Two formats of same image, Firefox on this Mac knows what to do
    with .png but maybe some browsers written by guys named Bill might not.)
    Sunday, January 13th, 2008
    10:42 pm
    Wednesday, December 26th, 2007
    11:38 pm
    avr_synth v0.0.15
    BTW, our house Linux box seems to be
    available on the Net again. I have put a
    recent version of the avr_synth code up
    on the webserver. I will also be making
    this available on sourceforge.net,
    being one of the first software projects I've
    done which might have interest to anyone
    beyond myself. Very exciting!

    It's not quite to the "ready for prime time"
    stage yet, but here's the URL anyway.

    http://216.162.198.117/~guest/ben/src/avr_synth/
    10:44 pm
    piano
    Also in the Kayleigh news.

    http://216.162.198.117/~guest/ben/src/audio/abc/kayleigh/song_idea.Dec_27_2007.gif

    I think I notated that right. Look at all those
    black keys!
    I can hear all kinds of fugues and canons and stuff,
    based on this...
    10:36 pm
    Best Guess Spelling
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    A'FLAWR WOCT
    SOF.R'AND HAN2'FLAWRS'
    WOCT.V.SAM SPED
    VAN A'BRD CAM
    OAAAAAA!!!
    



    Once upon a time,
    a flower walked
    so far and then 2 flowers
    walked the same speed
    then a bird came
    Oaaaaaa!!!
    Tuesday, December 25th, 2007
    4:03 pm
    my new girlfriend
    My plant is still alive, I am happy to report.
    I'm glad she was able to survive my early
    experiments and learning curve, in terms
    of what she needs to thrive. Kinda like the
    feeling, once we made it through my daughter's
    first night after her birth.
    I learn so much from this plant. A friend
    asked me if I've named her yet. No: I have
    a feeling, she already has a name, I just don't
    know what it is yet.
    I'll tell you one thing, she loves water. I've
    never seen a plant consume water so voraciously.
    Right through the leaves. Her leaves are incredibly
    agile; she moves them around and changes their shape
    all the time, throughout the day, taking in light,
    adjusting them into little concave cup shapes to catch
    the water better, moving one leaf to not shadow
    another, etc.; and I have seen her move a big mature
    leaf right up against the edge of a fresh new baby
    leaf, protecting it and also channeling water to it.
    I sprinkle water directly on her leaves, many times
    a day. You can see her little water-pores stand up,
    like goose-bumps. Her leaves get all dark green
    and luxuriant-looking, with the veins practically
    glowing a bright yellow-green.
    Within a minute or two, the surfaces of the
    leaves are dry again. A lot of her leaves have long
    slender points, which she curves around underneath
    like little hooks. A drop of water tends to collect
    right in the hook: and after a few minutes, it'll be
    gone. Not dripped off, but slurped up.
    The top two mature leaves, she uses like her "hands",
    she moves them around a lot more than the other
    leaves. Once the latest pair of baby leaves grows big
    enough, she seems to suddenly transfer the "hands"
    responsibility to the new pair. It's always one pair, never
    split between two pairs or whatever. She raises her
    "hands" high up to welcome the water in the mornings,
    then adjusts them to line up in a plane with the next pair
    down, forming a cross, to receive the light. And at
    night, when she's ready to go to sleep, she droops her
    little hand-leaves down until the tips just brush the tops
    of the larger leaves below. This happens before I turn
    off her light, not in response: I take it as the sign to
    turn off the light. It's definitely not just a general change
    in turgor-pressure, like we learned about in high school
    biology. The other leaves stay just about the same, sticking
    straight out from her square-section stem, and just the
    one pair lifts up and down dramatically. But she certainly
    can move the other leaves independently as well. One
    time I wasn't there to turn on her light until late in the
    afternoon. She had cranked her two largest leaves around
    at a crazy angle, in order to face the dim light filtering
    in through the open doorway. Again, not the other leaves,
    not some simplistic "vegetative" reaction to light. She picked
    the pair of leaves with the most surface area, and moved
    only those.
    Tuesday, November 20th, 2007
    4:28 pm
    Finally, an actual WMD threat. Hello?
    (cue music) "Osama's got a nuke"...

    Yay, it's another US-supported dictatorship in
    the Middle East, crumbling in the face of rising
    Islamic militancy. Remember the Shah of Iran?
    No? Well, the Iranians certainly do. They don't
    forget things quickly over there, none of these
    pesky four-year election cycles (or more like, they
    have the elections to placate the UN and keep the
    money and weapons flowing in, but nobody
    notices because nothing changes; ah yes, we were
    just speaking of Pakistan, weren't we).

    Who's next? Let's see... other prominent dictatorships
    (oh, excuse me, "democracies" that just happen to
    have military-backed career rulers and surprisingly few
    rights for women), whose regimes are backed by the US,
    detested by their own people, in danger of collapse in
    the face of rising religious fundamentalism...
    Islamic Arabia?

    Iran might well *want* a nuke -- though I don't accept
    the commonly-held neocon "wisdom" that there is no
    other explanation for their behaviour; remember how
    Saddam kept us all guessing about *his* imaginary
    WMD program?

    But as of now, Iran does not *have* the nuke. And
    they won't, for at least a good decade. We're trying
    as hard as we can to give them the maximum
    incentive to proceed with a WMD program as fast as
    possible, true; but things still take time, especially
    in the land of opium and corruption.

    Iraq doesn't have the nuke, and never did; they barely
    have electricity and running water, ever since we "liberated"
    them back to the stone age.

    Pakistan has the nuke.

    So quick, let's get a war started with Iran, so that our
    military can be doubly stretched -- umm, make that
    triply -- at just the time when we might actually
    need our military to protect our own country from actual
    dangerous and technologically-sophisticated aggression
    .

    "Thank you for calling the United States Military. All of our
    representatives are currently serving other customers;
    however, your call is very important to us. Please stay on the
    line, and we will --" BOOOOM.

    Nice work, neocons. Funny how the guys who crow the
    most about "fiscal responsibility" are the ones who have
    driven the economy straight into the ground, in a surprisingly
    short time, after it was doing pretty well. And funny how the
    guys who crow the most about "spreading democracy" are
    the ones who are propping up the dictatorships and opposing
    democratic changes of leadership, all over the globe, while
    they simultaneously and systematically dismantle the
    democracy in our own country. And funny how the guys who
    crow the most about having a strong military and
    "supporting the troops" are the ones abusing those troops
    in ever-extending deployments into a quagmire with no
    real plan for success, wasting our military power -- to say
    nothing of the credibility of our "American values" -- on stupid
    and poorly-conceived projects in countries that have never posed
    a serious threat to us (or even Israel), while the real threats to
    our homeland grow without restraint or opposition, fueled (heh heh)
    by the flames of hatred that our own imperialistic policies are
    feeding.

    OK, it's not actually funny at all.
    Friday, October 19th, 2007
    9:21 am
    money talks too much, but once in a while it says something funny
    The one part of Paul Allen's little corporate Disneyland
    in South Lake Union that I am in favour of, is the trolley.
    I guess everyone else already knows about this, but I had
    not noticed before what this spells.
    It's the South Lake Union Trolley.
    Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds, man.
    There's a related website, ridetheslut.com.
    Tuesday, October 16th, 2007
    2:03 pm
    musical chairs
    Speaking of exploding population...

    Remember the game of musical chairs? I always hated it,
    but then, I hated most organized games for kids, regular
    stick in the mud me, so that's not so surprising. But man,
    to trip out on the implications of the game. What are we
    teaching kids, with that?
    Actually, I could see it being a little more innocuous in,
    as I imagine it, the Victorian parlor game for adults that
    it originated as (my own mental fabrication, based on
    zero known facts). A chance to accidentally bump up
    against the opposite sex, a staider form of "Twister".
    Yeah, baby. Oh, pardon me, Miss Murple, I do believe our
    legs may have inadvertently come into contact during that
    last round; therefore it is my duty as a gentleman to beg
    your forgiveness for my unintended transgression of
    your purity.

    Everybody dances in a circle; this part I would have liked.
    But then, the music cuts off abruptly, fun's over, everybody
    dive for a chair. And there aren't enough chairs. Slowest
    one loses. Ha ha. Let's go salt some slugs now.
    There's scarcity in the universe, so you'd better grab fast.

    Me, in these situations, I hate 'em, and it always just makes
    me want to stand back, apart from the rush, and say like what
    are we all doing here? Let's go get some more chairs, who
    wants to help? At the airport... in traffic... so many places we
    live out the musical chairs game. Checkout aisle. Oh, go ahead,
    I have two items and you have a cartload and a half in one cart,
    plus a phone call in progress. I don't give a fuck, I'll read all about
    Britney and the space aliens, I'm sure your whole life is a
    bigger hurry than I'd ever agree to put up with.
    It's all about moving at the right speed.
    Sometimes it's 20 in a 30 zone. And yes, officer, sometimes it's 110.
    Ah, they never understand...

    And stop cutting off that fuckin music, I was diggin it.
    11:19 am
    Mona Mona
    Our sweet border collie, Mona, is ill.
    I am exceedingly concerned.
    I could tell she was sick by the energy lines,
    but I can't do anything about it.
    Thursday, October 11th, 2007
    4:32 pm
    Support The Troops: someone's got to, since the army doesn't.
    Oh my god. What incredible assholes.

    730 vs 729 days.

    A bunch of National Guard troops (who shouldn't even
    be in Iraq, but that's a different rant) just returned, after
    serving for two years straight. Which is, absent leap years,
    730 days.

    But there was a teeny little administrative clerical error. Some
    of the soldiers had "730" entered as their time served, but
    a bunch of others (from the same company) had "729".
    Innocent little error, hey, what difference does one day make?

    Interestingly, though, it makes all the difference: 730 days is
    the threshold to receive full educational benefits. 729 or fewer,
    means you get only partial benefits. I forget the amounts, but
    it makes a big financial difference.

    Yeah. So these god-damned war pigs who keep cowing the
    spineless Democrats into submission with this "support the
    troops" mantra, are fucking over the troops to save a few bucks.
    It's the same mentality as hiring two part-time workers to cover
    one full-time job, so you don't have to pay benefits; except it's
    even more blatant.

    Now everyone is scrambling around, trying to manage the PR
    problem, trying to pass legislation to fix this, etc.: how come
    some general can't, with one stroke of a pen, put this to rest?
    One stroke of a pen (or a mouse click, more likely) is all it takes
    to send them into the jaws of death. Can't we send them to
    college as well?

    I don't know how many people are affected, but suppose it's 100.
    If I were a rank-and-file soldier, I'd offer to donate 100 of my days,
    one for each person who got screwed. I hope someone thinks of
    this approach, it'd shame those bloodthirsty assholes in Washington.

    Politicians hide themselves away,
    they only started the war.
    Why should they go out to fight, they
    leave that up to the poor.
    Wednesday, October 10th, 2007
    5:41 pm
    LSD
    LSD, which chemist Albert Hofmann called his
    "problem child", was first synthesized on Nov 16, 1938.

    63 years later, on the same day, my child was born.
    But she's not a problem -- most of the time.
    Tuesday, October 9th, 2007
    10:08 am
    Wow, I never knew vodka was available in plastic bottles.
    I was recently speaking of my compulsion to fix
    or help complicated basket cases. "Case" in point.
    I have this friend. He's great and everything,
    except for this minor little quirk where he is
    trying to destroy himself with alcohol. As Ozzy
    says, even with earnest effort, this takes a while.

    I've seen plenty of light-duty alcoholics; arguably,
    I've been one myself, though I certainly never sank
    into the addiction to the extent that I did with
    nicotine, way back when. Phew, glad to be out of
    that miserable quagmire! Actually, I am thankful for
    my prior addiction to cigarettes, it showed me what
    the whole world of substance dependency is all about,
    and it probably helped me not get addicted to (or even
    try) the many far-worse substances I've been offered
    over the years.

    That's right, kids, try cigarettes: they helped me.

    OK, so maybe that should help me to understand my
    friend. But damn, I've heard about, but never before seen
    in action, a true-blue alcoholic of this class. It's not
    just a social crutch or a little overindulgence with him.
    We're talking, the big question first thing in the morning
    is how to get some alcohol. Goes great with coffee.
    You have to really plan ahead to manage an addiction
    like that -- a task which alcohol doesn't help with!
    But where there's a will, there's a way.

    So here's the thing. I have a weak spot for basket
    cases, I have an irrepressible compulsion to Help People,
    I guess it's all a challenge to me or a way to sharpen
    my "chops" as a healer. But even I can tell that this
    guy is too much for me, unwise to take on. Or not even
    that it's too much, it's just that there is no traction:
    I can't help those who don't want to be helped. So I
    feel like it's a waiting game: how far do you have to sink
    before your survival instincts kick in? How much do I
    have to watch, and resist the impulse to do something?

    They have support groups to help with this: Al-Anon is the
    main one I guess, for spouses and friends of alcoholics.
    But they seem to go by the same 12-step credo as AA.
    I don't feel like I can fully sign on to this. There's
    too much emphasis on surrendering control. I'm sure it's
    a great idea for most people and helps them feel so much
    better about their place in the world, but I can't quite
    accept the idea myself. Well also, I think these groups
    (though they make a point of saying "friends" too), mostly
    cater to spouses, or others who (in reality or in their
    feelings) have no escape, who are stuck with the alcoholic.
    In such a case, I'm sure it's good to get in touch with how
    much you can't change the other person. In my case, I do
    have a compulsion to "fix" this person, but I don't believe
    myself to actually be stuck with him in any sense. So maybe
    I'm just not close enough to him to warrant Al-Anon. But
    what I'm really looking for are, indeed, ways that I *can*
    influence the situation, not ways I can get to like having
    no influence.
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